Enough said

Yesterday I felt like I was going into a  back street abortion clinic to get my "problem" fixed. The result is relief.

the raven

Darkness
Starkness
Coldness
Shattered motions, notion ... hard emotions
Shivering surrender of hope
Sucked up by you suffocating dope
Blurred bereavement
ready for a bloody beginning
All is lost
A heart obliterated by ravens repeating
Evermore
Evermore
Evermore.

overwhelming

I feel so strong. it;s so strange. It seems to have happened all of a suddden. I mean like this. I am so scared. I think this is what it is supposed to be. Or at least its just amazing and i have to try it once.
Especially with you.
Because we will do anything.
"There isn't anything I wouldn't do ; it scares me"

And its all to do with music