wax lyrics

Please wake up

Blood thickens as the cries scream

Churling shudders of little limbs

Weak heartbeats of bleeding lives

Nightmares child

Evil child

              Innocent nothingness

                                                Life that should not be



Strangling veins of alien creatures

Crying whining terror



Brain dead feeding sucking parasite

But

Bursting Life



A little whimper of hope

Times time that is yet to begin

But oh that whimper is of pain

MURDER



Hard cold no reason no option no thinking
                                                    killing

Life or LIFE

Pain or PAIN

IS this control I seek or total lack of control
                                                                       take it away
                                                                       take it away

Someone take it away



Red crimson water

Running streams

Streaming ruby

Flowing heartache



Are you mine

Is it mine?

Is this what it will be like
LIFE



Oh
      But you are just a dream

Why dream?

Oh dream be gone you haunting spectre of sodden life

That’s it

Plese wake up

a first attempt at trying to get this nightmare baby ot of my head...

... this is going to have to be a project.
It is HAUNTING ME

recurring dreams

My sister is plagued by a dream. She has it every night. She can't sleep for fear.
Every night she dreams of a lady, he is an artist. It is very clear. She finds a book it is full of paintings, painings of mutilated bodyparts. The lady paints them. She is a murderer. This is horrible. Why is my sister's mind doing this to her? She has done nothing wrong. This is not fair.
The subconscious is crazy. I think about ti so much.. Who are we really underneath?
I want to make it better but I have to understand.
Aren't dreams menat to be a warning?

I only ever had one recurring dream... it was about wolves. I like having nightmares because they are exciting. But this is horrible. My dreams only recurr in themes.

A children's story!

Beware of wolves they eat little girls and hide in the woods.



"My what big ears you have!"
"All the better to hear you with.."

"My what big eyes you have!"
"All the better to see you with..."

"My what big teeth you have!"
"All the better to EAT you with!"

..and the wolf lept out of the bed and gobbled little red riding hood up.