Playing God: Deitism: Motherism: Creationalism: Genesism - The transcendence of self

To be an artist is to be God?
The act of creation is in my power. As an artist my role to continually create. A sense of "giving birth" with my hands, my mind, my eyes and my soul. Is this a power I need to learn to grasp and control or is the energy infinite? Is this my own God delusion? By God I mean in the broadest sense of the word. Perhaps. But ..maybe this still is something all more human. It comes back to being a nymph or maybe just the power of being a girl. The passing on of my energy. The beginning of something unknown? The birth of potential? A parent to what... an idea?  Maybe this is my legacy.. what I leave on. The purpose to life is creation and the artist is the ultimate creator. The fulfilment of life or the power of being. As a "god" my creation has free will... to exist in the world as it itself intends. I ignite the potential. Maybe reach some kind of transcendence or eternal existence as the shadow of my creation leaves its mark on something to be found somewhere forever. As I become my art I become not only the creator but the creation. The purpose of myself to create existence and then the art JUST TO EXIST? Again just "TO BE".
I am an energy. "GOD" is an energy. Art is an energy. You are GOD.
                                                         This is just my continual search to try and understand.

Coquette at Kettners

On Saturday I was lucky enough to attend the fabulously frivolous Coquette at Kettners in Soho courtesy of the charming Mr Carter in oder to take some pictures . I had an amazing time sipping on champagne and cocktails, gorging (really over stuffing) on finger sandwiches and divine cakes and tarts, being pampered to the extreme ( I had my nails painted for the first time ever), learning how to be a lady and dancing the afternoon away (with the odd tarot reading on the side!) .
    This girls only event is a real luxury and a wonderful party. There is anything and everything to entertain oneself (just not enough time in the day)... The hair, make up, clothing and shopping continues all afternoon ( as does the unlimited food and drink) but guests can also participate in skin care treatments, private dance lessons and lectures in the art of being wonderful. I particularly enjoyed the wiggling class which was full of sexy character, the kissing talk (given by writer of the compendium of kisses) which was both entertaining, interesting, scientific and (thanks to Mr Carter's acting as a glamorous assistant ) hilarious and learning to dance the Charleston. Here are a few pictures ...