Upon being asked to come up with a manifesto I found myself, as per usual, flooded with thoughts. They aren't helpful to society. Don;t really apply to anybody else. Certainly aren;t funny. Jus tan outburst of emotion. Some of them probably hugely contradict each other and other most certainly wrong. But i think this is what I beleieve. The first one... as pointed out by "reader" is most probably wrong.. because i clearly know what I think. my problem being this is constantly changing...
I don't know who I am. Try everything once.
Forget your preconceptions. Believe in Beauty.Forget reality and believe in nonsense. Hope hurts when it isn't truthful. Trust your eyes. We all have an energy, when we die it goes to a white space. It sounds liek nothing else. I have been there. Your fantasy can be your reality you just have to go there. It's all about image. Beauty is truth, truth is beauty. Fact. I don't think any feeling is the same, the same kind of sadness never happens twice. I just like feeling everything even if it is bad. Lonliness is nothing about beign surrounded by people. How do we know our emotions feel the same as other peoples? I don't think lust is a bad thing, it is essentially love for beauty and ecstasy. Love can be lust. Sometimes it is good to pretend you don;t think; it gives you head a break. Dreams are reality. Understading yourself is about accepting that you are constantly changing and so therefore you will never understand yourself. Sex isn't bad, people just make you feel bad because of what they have been told. Self destruction is only self destruction in other peoples opinions, I hate myself for it sometimes, but I think it is just a different way of living. Thinking is confusing but unavoidable. Don't condemn yourself to be a certain way. It's all about experiences. I can't do normal conversation. I don;t aim to shock. Do we fall in love becasue we think we have to? Being who you want to be isn't that easy. Artistic intelligence is completley different to academic intelligence. Both are hard to live with. Failing is not an option unless it is deliberate. Strugglnig to feel liek you fit in just makes it feel worse- the people aren't worth it.Why do I try and make myself feel worse? Creating an image is about finding out who you are. Honesty offends people. never do nothing. Don;t be defined by any stereotypeor anything people have told you about yorself. God is not a man in the sky, spirit is energy, the universe has power. Making people worry about me is a way of connecting. Sometimes you have to emotionally rip each other apart. Destruction is about physicallising emotion. Life is experience is not about longitivity. I don't want to be perfect. Learn to have coping mechanisms that don't destroy relationships. Dance in your head forever. Be magical. Glitter. Doe sbeleiveing I am not entirely from here make me crazy? The world is essentially good becasue everything happens for a reason. Fate and Destiny. Achieve. Freedom, Truth, Beauty and Love. Create. I DON'T THINK THERE IS ANYTHING I WOULDN'T DO... IT SCARES ME!
The list goes on forever... I am essentially selfish I think... I don;t think any of these help the world. But htey were my 20 minutes.
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