Guilt

Filling the void

Putting yourself in danger

Sucking your soul dry

Time for change?

Or is this just starvation?

Am I guilty or just making myself feel guilty?

Guilty... of self destruction.

All the endless possibilities of what could have happened. Just to know. Can someone tell me what fucking happened. Because it is the chance of it not being ok that is killing me. I am not that desperate. I just want love too much. Real fucking your in it can't live without it love. That is why I am dead.