Blow Job

I have no time to write anything. Think what you will. It is staged reality. Beautiful. And I will always love it.

Belongs in the factory...

I do not want to be alive now. I belong to 1960s New York.
Please send me back.

... exert form "Poor Little Rich Girl"


... exert form chelsea girls.

It is not that I want to be someone else. I want to be me. I just think i was born in the wrong time. Everything about me gravitates towards then.
This modern world is too confusing and I hate it.
It isn't romantic nostalgia ... it is a yearning a loss.. a bit like waiting for your soulmate.

rhinocerous

Anyone wellcome..
It is a bit obsurd!

Mad Girl's Love Song

Mad Girl's Love Song 

I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead; 
I lift my lids and all is born again. 
(I think I made you up inside my head.) 

The stars go waltzing out in blue and red, 
And arbitrary blackness gallops in: 
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead. 

I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed 
And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane. 
(I think I made you up inside my head.) 

God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade: 
Exit seraphim and Satan's men: 
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead. 

I fancied you'd return the way you said, 
But I grow old and I forget your name. 
(I think I made you up inside my head.) 

I should have loved a thunderbird instead; 
At least when spring comes they roar back again. 
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead. 
(I think I made you up inside my head.)" 
— Sylvia Plath

Don't

"don't say no to me you can't say no to me because it's such a relief to have love again and to lie in bed and be held and touched and kissed and adored and your heart will leap when you hear my voice and see my smile and feel my breath on your neck and your heart will race when I want to see you and I will lie to you from day one and use you and screw you and break your heart because you broke mine first and you will love me more each day until the weight is unbearable and your life is mine and you'll die alone because I will take what I want then walk away and owe you nothing it's always there it's always been there and you cannot deny the life you feel fuck that life fuck that life fuck that life I have lost you now." 
Sarah Kane, Crave

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